Deja Vu

As i was escaping Comp 1 this morning for some reason i was swept over with deja vu. I'm not sure why, but it felt like it was a point in time i had in a dream a while back. Weird. I skipped College Algebra. I was just not "feelin' it" on this specific day. I've been in a sort of funk for the past few days.

I wish so hard that i would open my box and actually see a letter from someone. Not just anyone but, someone in particular. I don't know. It's kind of disappointing, but i guess i shouldn't let it bother me. If they only knew how MUCH i would loveeee to receive something. How many letters or boxes can i send before getting any sort of response (not counting Facebook message "I got your letter." Honestly, I feel like I am having a conversation with myself that i just send miles away for someone else to read. Whatever, i can't make someone write to me. And i can't make myself move on either. Ugh!

I swear I'm reading my potential future in the book: Love The One You're With
It's a fantastic book, but it's almost depressing because i feel lilke it's the story of my life (or what it will be)

Sigh